Honestly Forumlurker, I think you should just join the military or something if the concept of free will is this problematic for you. Your posts on this site clearly demonstrate that you are not comfortable with individualism, and perhaps the rigidity of the armed services could give you the structure that you need.
I actually have wanted to join the military in the past, but I actually don’t think I would be allowed to right now (or in the next few years) due to certain physical issues.
Well in any case, find an outlet for your political masochism that doesn't involve taking away the rights of others.