Confessions of Atlas

[Orwell]

I cried at the end of Michigan v. Michigan State when Michigan's punter fumbled in 2015, I cried when they ruled J.T. Barrett run as a first down in 2016 in Michigan v. Ohio State.

But onto something more serious, my biggest fear is being stupid. Like I don't really have a lot going for me, but the one thing I have always been able to fall back onto is being smarter than most people, but I have an awful work ethic, and I have had lackluster grades, this is something I really need to work on fixing, but my largest fear outside of death, aging, and dementia is it being found out that I'm actually average or below-average intelligence because much of what I am built around is knowing things, I have nightmares about people who are smarter then me showing me up. Like I accept there sure are people that are smarter than me, not just on this forum but in life, but the biggest problem I have is that if I am all of a sudden stupid, then I don't know what I have to do, because I am bad at talking to people, it's not like social anxiety or anything I just don't really understand on how to carry on a conversation with anyone. However, one of my goals is to work on my social interactions with people and try to calm down more because I am a very jumpy and movey person which. If anyone ever found out in my real life that Im actually just a stupid kid that uses being "smart" as a defense it would probably ruin me, because that's really who I am as a person at this point, but I don't really feel as if I am smart compared to the average person.

[Orwell]

I made a 9 hour long movie in 8th grade with a budget of 11 cents. I'll make a separate thread explaining the plot of it and events if you guys are interested

I'm intrigued it's probably better than God's and Generals

[Orwell]

I elementary school I thought that buffalo soldiers were like Calvary but instead of horses they fought on the back of buffalos. I was very confused about the discrimination they faced.