Update for Everyone VIII: He who laughs have the last laugh

[Lourdes]

It's my birthday, motherb__ches.

Happy birthday!

[Lourdes]

I haven't really talked much about my personal life much on here, but I just need to vent really quickly.

I was just broken up with by a man I thought I would spend the rest of my life with, who I thought I loved, who deep down inside I feel like I still love. I feel like I invested just so much effort and emotion and energy and time into something that just went down the drain so quickly.

I feel like an idiot for not seeing the signs sooner, and I feel stupid and naive for letting myself think he had the same mindset as I had in our relationship. But now I'm just here crying on my pillowcase feeling like crap.