A short story

[Koharu]

Please find a counselor to help you through this. There are lots of support channels but it is work to find what works for you and a therapist who fits you. I still haven't found "the" one, bit I have learned helpful things from the ones I've had in the meantime. I'm not sure where you live, but if you are a minor, there are resources to help you get access. If you are not a minor, there are lots of places that offer low cost therapy, and depending on the circumstances, you might qualify for Medicaid.

In regards to your sisters, please contact a social worker or the police. They need to get out of the house as soon as possible. It is not your job to protect them from their parents or try to keep things okay at home--that's what professionals are for. This is beyond that, and you need to protect and take care of yourself. There is abuse and children cannot remain in that house.

I have a fair bit of experience with finding professionals for helping folks and also the process of starting looking at Medicaid. If you want me to PM you details about stuff even just in your state, let me know.

Take care of yourself and don't be afraid to ask for help in real life. There are people who will help you.