Update for Everyone VIII: He who laughs have the last laugh

[Since I'm the mad scientist proclaimed by myself]

A guy just jumped over the counter where I work and stole an armful of booze. I should probably be more shaken then I am rn.

[Since I'm the mad scientist proclaimed by myself]

Spoiler alert: blatant attention whoring, subtweeting, and internalized transphobia

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Currently wondering why I even bother. Like, it's pretty obvious that I'm not welcome here, or anywhere, for that matter, and there isn't really anything I can do about it. As long as people know I am trans, they will always see me as "lesser than"; less of a woman at best, and less of a person at worst. Maybe I should learn to accept it, maybe even be proud of it, but I don't know how. Maybe other trans people can figure it out, but I'm not one of them. Maybe if I ever get bottom surgery, my legal name/gender change, and electrolysis done, I can move somewhere else and try and start over.

It will get better. I promise. And eff anyone who makes you feel unwelcome, on and off atlas.

[Since I'm the mad scientist proclaimed by myself]

I just got threatened by a guy because I wouldn't sell him cigars without an ID. It was bad enough that my manager told me to call the cops, so now I'm sitting here waiting for the cops to arrive so they can look at the footage. And I was feeling all good and being so productive before this happened.

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I finished an overnight shift about 30 minutes ago. It went pretty decently, though not perfectly.

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I've decided against continuing to be an overnight worker for a variety of reasons.

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Earlier today I asked my boss what I could do to become a better worker. He gave me advice to improve and also said I was doing pretty good. Yay!

[Since I'm the mad scientist proclaimed by myself]

Just had a girl I met on tinder yesterday send me a video of her lowering the camera to her privates unprompted(it was sexual in a discomforting way). I said that doing that is bad and then blocked her. Not fun.

[Since I'm the mad scientist proclaimed by myself]

Just had a girl I met on tinder yesterday send me a video of her lowering the camera to her privates unprompted(it was sexual in a discomforting way). I said that doing that is bad and then blocked her. Not fun.

Just sausage her man - it’s an open door.

I like fellow women who respect my sexual boundaries.

[Since I'm the mad scientist proclaimed by myself]

Just had a girl I met on tinder yesterday send me a video of her lowering the camera to her privates unprompted(it was sexual in a discomforting way). I said that doing that is bad and then blocked her. Not fun.

Just sausage her man - it’s an open door.

I like fellow women who respect my sexual boundaries.

Like, I'm not a man at all, let alone the gross, sex-obsessed stereotype our society seems to expect men to be.

[Since I'm the mad scientist proclaimed by myself]

Just met the new lady at work in passing and a crush formed literally on first sight and I had to deal with being an awkward mess until she left and still feel very oof. I heard she had kids and is therefore a bit older so I highly, highly doubt she'd be interested even if she was attracted to trans women.

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i am a on the i have been needing a quite a lot of sleep these days idk why

not even sleep really just lay down in the bed and rest so i can breathe u know what i mean

Hope you get the rest you need soon!

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Anyways, I'm pregnant with triplets, and the father is an atlas poster.

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I just turned 21.

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I just turned 21.

badass

how do you plan on celebrating?

I celebrated by going to an area with food trucks with my family. We're also planning to go to El Charro on saturday night.

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I'm going through some gender questioning right now. Its a bit in flux now, but I suspect I drift between being Female and Nonbinary(not quite sure how to describe in what way). I'm planning to try out a new name and pronouns soon.

[Since I'm the mad scientist proclaimed by myself]

I'm going through some gender questioning right now. Its a bit in flux now, but I suspect I drift between being Female and Nonbinary(not quite sure how to describe in what way). I'm planning to try out a new name and pronouns soon.

Yep, I'm pretty sure I am fluid at this point.

[Since I'm the mad scientist proclaimed by myself]

Atlas is getting to be stressful, probably because I'm in a bleh emotional place IRL, which negatively influences both my posts and my ability to deal with s##t. I'm going to hopefully take a break for a while because of this.

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I dyed my hair today! The upper part of the hairs are red, and the lower half of the hairs are blue.