It's not wise to go be a hermit with no backup plan. Then again, once you've made the jump to aspiring to be a hermit the rest doesn't really matter
I couldn't even be an actual hermit is the thing, and I knew it. I was well aware that if I had attempted it, I would have died within a month. At the time I didn't really care though.
It's weird because I had a good time in high school and everyone liked me, I was popular and dated the most attractive girls, I'm not sure why I wanted to drop out to let people know I hated them. They weren't bad to me but for some reason I wanted to make them all hate me.
Literally in high school I couldn't see a future that wasn't killing myself, being committed to a mental institution for life, going to prison, or being a shut-in/hermit.
I feel better about my future now though.