Affirming "gender dysphoria" has come to mean changing physical reality to conform to our social expectations, often in very regressive ways (i.e., "I knew I was trans/felt different when, as a little boy, I played with dolls and make-up.")
Well, the joke's on you, because I didn't play with dolls or makeup when I was a kid! I just disliked how having a dick and balls (and as I grew up, said dick and balls' consequences) felt! Of course, that probably just makes me a pervert in your eyes, but whatever.
Well, do you feel like a pervert? That's not a question I can answer for you LOL
In the interest of truth-seeking: how is what you describe any different from BDD? I can understand the feeling of rejecting certain physical aspects of your body but that is not the same as "feeling" like a different gender. Is it simply the case that losing your "dick and balls" is more *aesthetic* (and thus less serious) than wanting to lose your legs or ability to see? what does that mean for sex as a concept by which we can meaningfully differentiate people and their experiences?
Cis people conceptualize and experience their own gender too, and I have never
felt like a man. Being a man is not a feeling. I simply am a man. If I felt uncomfortable in my body, I would be a man feeling uncomfortable with his male body. But that wouldn't make me a woman or some other third thing.