Update for Everyone VIII: He who laughs have the last laugh (user search)
       |           

Welcome, Guest. Please login or register.
Did you miss your activation email?
April 23, 2024, 06:21:30 AM
News: Election Simulator 2.0 Released. Senate/Gubernatorial maps, proportional electoral votes, and more - Read more

  Talk Elections
  Forum Community
  Forum Community (Moderators: The Dowager Mod, YE, KoopaDaQuick 🇵🇸)
  Update for Everyone VIII: He who laughs have the last laugh (search mode)
Pages: [1] 2 3 4 5
Author Topic: Update for Everyone VIII: He who laughs have the last laugh  (Read 102463 times)
HillGoose
Atlas Icon
*****
Posts: 12,885
United States


Political Matrix
E: 1.74, S: -8.96
« on: October 26, 2020, 07:22:54 PM »
I woke up several times last night unable to breathe, idk what’s going on. I been so depressed today.
Logged
HillGoose
Atlas Icon
*****
Posts: 12,885
United States


Political Matrix
E: 1.74, S: -8.96
« Reply #1 on: October 26, 2020, 09:22:53 PM »
Quote from: I Only Smile In The Dark on October 26, 2020, 08:56:34 PM
Quote from: Liberty Prime on October 26, 2020, 07:22:54 PM
I woke up several times last night unable to breathe, idk what’s going on. I been so depressed today.
Any possible chance of COVID-19?

I feel fine otherwise so probably not. Just worried about why it seems like my body is forgetting to breathe when I’m asleep.
Logged
HillGoose
Atlas Icon
*****
Posts: 12,885
United States


Political Matrix
E: 1.74, S: -8.96
« Reply #2 on: November 01, 2020, 10:37:29 PM »
I’m tryukng go figure out where tho room is. It’s in my dream and I kno part of it is real but I can’t figure out the other part but I’ve seen it somewhere but idk where. Like what is it because I’m super confused. The dimensions of room often scare me. Some are too similar. Others don’t make sense from a visual perspective but they do from a mathematical perspective. It’s terrifying sometimes. But idk this particular one. I think it is a mesh of two but I only can figure out one. The other must be real though l.
Logged
HillGoose
Atlas Icon
*****
Posts: 12,885
United States


Political Matrix
E: 1.74, S: -8.96
« Reply #3 on: November 08, 2020, 12:29:09 AM »
Hey guysss how ya doin.


I’m so sorry

I love I guts u guys ok
Logged
HillGoose
Atlas Icon
*****
Posts: 12,885
United States


Political Matrix
E: 1.74, S: -8.96
« Reply #4 on: November 09, 2020, 10:23:59 PM »
Why am I so stressed out and depressed all the time god damn. It keeps creeping back up no matter how many times I tell myself to stop being a little bitch
Logged
HillGoose
Atlas Icon
*****
Posts: 12,885
United States


Political Matrix
E: 1.74, S: -8.96
« Reply #5 on: November 10, 2020, 08:01:31 PM »
Quote from: 🐒Gods of Prosperity🔱🐲💸 on November 10, 2020, 09:10:42 AM
Quote from: Liberty Prime on November 09, 2020, 10:23:59 PM
Why am I so stressed out and depressed all the time god damn. It keeps creeping back up no matter how many times I tell myself to stop being a little bitch

try not doing that, you might just be making it worse.

Normally works, idk why it hasn’t been recently lol
Logged
HillGoose
Atlas Icon
*****
Posts: 12,885
United States


Political Matrix
E: 1.74, S: -8.96
« Reply #6 on: November 18, 2020, 07:41:44 PM »
Big depressed 😕
Logged
HillGoose
Atlas Icon
*****
Posts: 12,885
United States


Political Matrix
E: 1.74, S: -8.96
« Reply #7 on: November 20, 2020, 11:24:08 PM »
Talkin about things is hard. I’m so exhausted these recent days.
Logged
HillGoose
Atlas Icon
*****
Posts: 12,885
United States


Political Matrix
E: 1.74, S: -8.96
« Reply #8 on: November 25, 2020, 03:32:02 PM »
Found out today I’m descended from Arabs, apparently 🤔

Me and my wife did one of those DNA tests, 23andMe, and I guess my mother, who is a second generation Italian-American, must actually be an Arab. I was expecting to see at least a good amount of Italian but nah only 2% Italian and 10x that amount between Turkish, Syrian, and Egyptian.

The rest was pretty much England and France which yeah sounds about right. Still shocked about the Middle East stuff tho. Some of u guys follow me on the gram u know how pale I am. Wtf.
Logged
HillGoose
Atlas Icon
*****
Posts: 12,885
United States


Political Matrix
E: 1.74, S: -8.96
« Reply #9 on: November 28, 2020, 02:06:46 PM »
« Edited: November 28, 2020, 02:17:29 PM by Liberty Prime »
How long until I drop dead of a heart attack, probably not long.

If I can’t be the best it’s what I deserve, anyway. My wife says I hold myself to too high of a standard, clearly I don’t, or else I would be achieving more.
Logged
HillGoose
Atlas Icon
*****
Posts: 12,885
United States


Political Matrix
E: 1.74, S: -8.96
« Reply #10 on: December 03, 2020, 06:15:06 PM »
« Edited: December 03, 2020, 06:20:43 PM by Liberty Prime »
According to Wikipedia there are 6.8 billion ppl in Tennessee well that seems like too much considering every time I go to Walmart I run into one of the dozen or so ppl I’m always tryna avoid if there was actually that many ppl what would be the odds of that. Checkmate geologists

I think there r uhhh maybe 40,000 ppl in TN max
Logged
HillGoose
Atlas Icon
*****
Posts: 12,885
United States


Political Matrix
E: 1.74, S: -8.96
« Reply #11 on: December 12, 2020, 07:24:09 PM »
Big depresed
Logged
HillGoose
Atlas Icon
*****
Posts: 12,885
United States


Political Matrix
E: 1.74, S: -8.96
« Reply #12 on: December 25, 2020, 11:55:07 PM »
bruh when atlas isn’t down to party tho 😭
Logged
HillGoose
Atlas Icon
*****
Posts: 12,885
United States


Political Matrix
E: 1.74, S: -8.96
« Reply #13 on: December 29, 2020, 11:59:03 PM »
i think i am becoming more left recently it’s kinda weird
Logged
HillGoose
Atlas Icon
*****
Posts: 12,885
United States


Political Matrix
E: 1.74, S: -8.96
« Reply #14 on: December 30, 2020, 12:09:35 AM »

idk whether it’s because trump has been acting like a little bitch about losing and i feel like the entire Republican party has lost its mind along with him or because the only irl friend i have left is a bernie sanders stan and i’m being assimilated.

still kinda just thinking like, idk stick it to the man whoever that may be really 😂 that’s always me
Logged
HillGoose
Atlas Icon
*****
Posts: 12,885
United States


Political Matrix
E: 1.74, S: -8.96
« Reply #15 on: January 01, 2021, 06:44:28 PM »
dammit, i’ve been banned from Dave and Busters
Logged
HillGoose
Atlas Icon
*****
Posts: 12,885
United States


Political Matrix
E: 1.74, S: -8.96
« Reply #16 on: January 08, 2021, 02:48:43 AM »
just took the pm test again and my score is wildin
Logged
HillGoose
Atlas Icon
*****
Posts: 12,885
United States


Political Matrix
E: 1.74, S: -8.96
« Reply #17 on: January 08, 2021, 04:20:44 AM »

it’s the new one below my username. almost in the left on econ 😳 at +1 now where i was at +6 before.

and -9 on social lmao so i’ve moved more libertarian then too
Logged
HillGoose
Atlas Icon
*****
Posts: 12,885
United States


Political Matrix
E: 1.74, S: -8.96
« Reply #18 on: January 20, 2021, 08:56:09 PM »
guess who is officially leaving this state for good in a couple months!

so if any of u in SoCal/Vegas/AZ wanna hang out this summer lmk because i’m gonna be short on friends out there for a minute
Logged
HillGoose
Atlas Icon
*****
Posts: 12,885
United States


Political Matrix
E: 1.74, S: -8.96
« Reply #19 on: February 20, 2021, 04:37:12 PM »
« Edited: February 20, 2021, 05:02:53 PM by Liberty Prime »
anxiety levels have been at a thousand for like several months now and idk what to do about it. sh**t is bad. maybe i should start going to therapy again. idk man.

everything is just so f!cked up and i don't even know why. nothing is actually wrong. i need to get my mf head right and everything i do just seems to make it worse.
Logged
HillGoose
Atlas Icon
*****
Posts: 12,885
United States


Political Matrix
E: 1.74, S: -8.96
« Reply #20 on: March 07, 2021, 06:31:17 PM »
it really sucks that things will never be okay
Logged
HillGoose
Atlas Icon
*****
Posts: 12,885
United States


Political Matrix
E: 1.74, S: -8.96
« Reply #21 on: March 20, 2021, 10:33:29 PM »
« Edited: March 20, 2021, 10:38:21 PM by Liberty Prime »
everything feels wrong and the anxiety is never going to end

i think im getting better at dealing w it tho

accepting it maybe

also i'm hoping that moving west will shake things up in a good way
Logged
HillGoose
Atlas Icon
*****
Posts: 12,885
United States


Political Matrix
E: 1.74, S: -8.96
« Reply #22 on: April 10, 2021, 11:01:13 AM »
such immense levels of depression recently, and it keeps getting worse. usually my mood improves after winter passes but not this year.

i move west next month. maybe it'll help. at least that's what i gotta tell myself at this point.
Logged
HillGoose
Atlas Icon
*****
Posts: 12,885
United States


Political Matrix
E: 1.74, S: -8.96
« Reply #23 on: April 25, 2021, 01:32:22 PM »
you know as much as i try not to i still desire happiness.

i hate myself for being so weak.
Logged
HillGoose
Atlas Icon
*****
Posts: 12,885
United States


Political Matrix
E: 1.74, S: -8.96
« Reply #24 on: May 04, 2021, 11:34:49 PM »
i feel like im living in a nightmare and have absolutely no idea why.
Logged
Pages: [1] 2 3 4 5  
Jump to:  


Login with username, password and session length

Terms of Service - DMCA Agent and Policy - Privacy Policy and Cookies

Powered by SMF 1.1.21 | SMF © 2015, Simple Machines

Page created in 0.045 seconds with 13 queries.