Update for Everyone V: Born Under A Bad Sign

[Maxwell]

So I've been basically in an emotional, physical, mental, spiritual rut for I can't even remember how long and this is the time of year I'm trying to improve so that maybe I can dig out of it once and for all. Trying to take my classes seriously (I've usually done just enough to skate by), read more, go on Atlas a tad less (probably already failing at that), develop interests I already enjoy or used to enjoy as well as new interests, and not be such a ing loner and make new friends (which, ugh, I hate because I'm anti-social but at the same time get sad when I realize how few people I have in my life). I'm waiting about a month to go the gym because really  trying to go to the gym in January of any year because RESOLUTIONERS (yes, i did this last year because i was also a hopeless resolutioner), but exercise is also on the agenda.