Indy Texas's life is a miserable, irredeemable mess

[Antonio the Sixth]

I am so sorry. While I'm rather happy with my life as it is now, I can definitely relate with your situation and I fully realize how terrible that is.

I can only echo other posters and advise you to do your best to seek opportunities. Unless you are a particularly unpleasant person (which you don't seem to be, afaik) there is no reason people would not want to get to know you. Maybe you just haven't been in contact to the right kind of people. Everyone feels more accomplished when surrounded by a certain subset of people (be it in terms of personality, interests, culture, etc.). So, experiment with everything you can find.