I think that essentially leads to what I said -- it strips the worldly value and sets the value upon a non-existent entity.
I'd argue that it's largely ineffective in doing that, no matter how hard it tries -- we can get into that. But I suppose my question is, why does this trouble you so much? Is that really so much different than any other falsified state of consciousness? What pisses you off, here?
I had written a rather lengthy response, but my session timed out, so I'll attempt to abbreviate it:
There is a concept in the philosophical discipline of phenomenology (the study of the relationship between thought and the external world) called
intentionality: thoughts must always be directed at something. This does not simply mean, for example, that when I think of my Pekingese, I form the mental image of a dog; my thoughts must instead be
directed at that dog, I must suppose some distinction between it and myself, I must set aside my knowledge that we exist on the same sphere and presume some degree of individual separation between us (forgive me if this is melodramatic, but I am not good with words). I've heard it said that thought is emotion once removed, and I agree with the sentiment.
This same dualism exists in the mind's interactions with all things. If I look at myself in the mirror, I do not see
ego cogito, the thinking self, but rather a somewhat gangly contraption of skin and eyes and teeth. And while I understand that I am this body in the mirror, the thinking self, being somewhat detached from it all, sometimes struggles with this notion, owing to the artificial binary explained above. I consciously know that the mind is simply a byproduct of the very physical brain; but the ego rejects this explanation forthright, since it does not naturally know (without the aid of modern physiology) that it emanates from the brain. It has grown accustomed to inventing stories about itself.
Christianity's soul-atomism exacerbates this alienation; indeed, it thrives on it. Not only does Christianity teach that the thinking, willing, feeling self exists separately from the body, and that the body will be left to rot when the "dead in Christ are called up first", but it teaches that
denial of the body and the body's impulses - forced asceticism - in favor of purity of thought and feeling somehow improves holiness. We see the final realization of this mode of thought in Francis of Assisi's self-scarification, or those ancient ascetics who would climb up on pillars in the Near East to fast and live for decades, preaching the Gospel. And so it is not Christianity's nihilism that I despise (remember, I am a nihilist "in the opposite direction"), but the effects of its nihilism: life-denial, and the resulting alienation from the self. I am diametrically, radically opposed to the Christian concept of 'selflessness' as a
physical thing.
I'm sure you're sick of me asking you to elaborate, but a "sort of ritualistic self-destruction" has intrigued me, and the Buddhism bit wasn't enough to sink the idea in.
My ultimate goal is to find some method - including the use of alcohol and drugs and meditation, as well as forms of ritual which focus thought on a single externality (much as at happens in Mass) to tear down the artificial binaries imposed by Christianized Western culture and experience life as indistinguishable from this chair I sit in, or this keyboard on which I know type.
In fact, I've got a little vodka. I think I'll try now. =D