Also my big reveal is now rather than later:
I suffer from mental illness. I have Depression, ADHD, Autism, OCD, and Dysgraphia.
I take medication for these conditions that help me be "normal" or at least as normal as I want to be.
There was a time, however, before the pills, that I would have easily faked cancer to get pity, and not even cared.
That is no longer me.
That was me.
It was me.
It was me.
People love to tell me how useful I am as SoFE, and maybe I am. People tell me they don't hate me and maybe that's true. Remember though, I used to be a troll. I used to be as bad as Yates, as bad as Hamilton, as bad as Libertas... in fact, I was worse than Yates, Hamilton, and Libertas. Much worse. I was terrible.
And now I'm not.
Keep that in mind next time you want to hang someone for their crimes. Any time you are attacking "anyone who would do such a thing" you are attacking me.
Keep that in mind.
Teddy, as somebody who has suffered from clinical depression for quite a long time now, I know how awful it can be. It just makes everything hurt. I don't think people realize that depression actually physically hurts.
But I think you should know that nobody here hates you. You're a likable person and I think you're being too hard on yourself. If you don't want to be SoFE anymore... that's obviously understandable... but don't make decisions because you feel worthless and disliked around here... because you're not.
