Update for Everyone V: Born Under A Bad Sign

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Ramadan for me is now officially over, Ramadan was 29 days this year, gotta get ready for Eid Al-Fitr tomorrow.

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Got t-boned by an asshole who can't tell what is a red or green light, have a bruised back and rib and will be out of work for a month while I heal, my car is pretty much totaled.

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Neighbors are being annoying, for the last 2 days they have been launching fireworks from 8 pm to 11:30 pm

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I started slipping into depression the last couple weeks and started having suicidal thoughts, that is when I realized I needed to get some help and am starting to see a therapist. Lately I have been feeling like I am a burden on everyone in my life and that sometimes it'd be better if I just disappeared. Home life has been bad lately and my work life was getting good, but now it's regressing to becoming much worse than before.

I can barely sustain myself the last month or two, I am no longer able to really afford the things I need since my hours got slashed cause LOL REASONS, I have become desperate and started to beg people I know for money which furthers my idea that I am becoming a burden. I literally have been breaking down and just losing my s*** and just start sobbing. Got recommendations for some anti-depression pills and I will NOT take them because I have heard horrible things about them.

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I started slipping into depression the last couple weeks and started having suicidal thoughts, that is when I realized I needed to get some help and am starting to see a therapist. Lately I have been feeling like I am a burden on everyone in my life and that sometimes it'd be better if I just disappeared. Home life has been bad lately and my work life was getting good, but now it's regressing to becoming much worse than before.

I can barely sustain myself the last month or two, I am no longer able to really afford the things I need since my hours got slashed cause LOL REASONS, I have become desperate and started to beg people I know for money which furthers my idea that I am becoming a burden. I literally have been breaking down and just losing my s*** and just start sobbing. Got recommendations for some anti-depression pills and I will NOT take them because I have heard horrible things about them.

Which anti-depressant? Abilify has worked wonders for me,

Zoloft.

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Thanks for letting me know guys, me and lok took quick action.

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Massive damage here in Daytona. Got told by our power company to expect power being out until between September 27th and October 4th