I'm 22 and I still haven't "found" myself and don't know what I want to do. When I look towards the future my aspiration seems to be "successful" but what does that mean? I flunked out of a very difficult chemistry class I was taking for my environmental science major, and my grade in the horrible mandatory student success course has dropped from a B (when the class ended) to an F (WTF?).
I used to think I was very smart but the past few years have proven completely that I am closer to average intelligence, although I'm still confident that I am at least average if not above average and not below average.
Fiscally we're not so hot. We need to sell this house and move to a lower cost one to avoid needing government assistance. This is with three jobs (well two jobs and my new job) and with me refusing to take a full course load out of paranoia of debt.
Politically I can't make heads or tails of myself. I have no political ideology, I just have a collection of opinions, biases, and paranoia. Maybe this is a good thing? Also I think I've gone so long without trusting any primary media sources that I have become uninformed about some recent issues.
Also I lost my earbuds and can't find them anywhere.
I can tolerate the cold fairly well, but I can tell that winter is coming.